Seems like yesterday when I gave birth to you seeing you for the first time brought tears and happiness in my life. Seems like yesterday that I was just carrying you and changing your diapers. Seems like yesterday when you first started too walk, talked and look at you now all grown up and already a young man. Your accomplishments and failures made you of who you are today. May you continue to strive more and do good. You make me a in every little and big ways you do. Thank you so much for understanding me and for being a good son.

My Kikoy, everybody's playmate and mommy's best helper. Trying his best in school and loves to play with his legos, cars, Pokemon cards and action figures. Loves basketball, football, soccer and wrestling. He loves rice, chicken and fish. He doesn't want to show his feelings to others. He easily gets along with anybody. He is such a people person. He likes the finier things in life. He is one typical male that hates to read books, hates to clean up and his typical shower lasts more or less in 10 minutes including getting dressed.

He loves playing online games, loves playing with PS games, Gamecube, Xbox, loves chatting with his Uncle, Lola Inday and cousins. He loves staying inside his room and gets easily scared watching any horror movies. When watching horror movies he usually covers his ears and his eyes and takes a peek every once in awhile. He can sometimes be so hardheaded but still family members says is still a good boy. He is already a teenager but still acts like a baby and for that I am so thankful. He doesn't like being tease to the opposite gender. He gets offended and blushes when his crush's name is being mention.

He misses Philippines and wants to visit one of these days. He loves Bantayan Islands, Moalboal, Plantation Bay and Shangrila. He loves biking, skateboarding, playing hide and seek, hip hop dancing, watching movies, goofing around and lately wants to learn how to dance ballroom. He can sometimes be hardheaded but he will listen to you no matter what. He doesn't answer back but he will give you a ton of excuses for his actions. He easily patronized someone or something and always falls for the bad ones.

He is shy at first but when the ice is broken, it would be impossible for him to leave. He is the first grandchild and nephew of my side. He is so loved by his Godmothers and Godfathers. He is and was spoiled by them. When he was still small you will see him with his Mommy Christine at the mall buying him all this stuff. He is famous and well known at his school in Philippines. Teachers adore and love him because he is so helpful, talkative and polite. Sometimes shy and hates to admit that he wants to sleep beside us.

Kasi feeling nya malaki na daw sya. Pero wala lang gihapoy buot.

My Dodong Kikoy. I am so proud of you of how you have become. Keep up with the good work and continue to do good. I love you!

Some of the things that I find so contagious enough:(feel free to add yours)

Illness
A laughter or laughing
Crying
Gossips and backstabbing
Cheating is optional but still contagious.
Hatred
Loving someone, being in love with somone
Problems and sharing it to others
Lying
Laziness
Being good to others
Respect
Cleanliness

Define contagious: It's like a disease spreading like wild fire and it can be anything and everything. From an illness to being anything you want it to be. Ever wonder why one person would hate someone or doesn't like the other and once being told you seemed to feel that way too. Ever wonder when someone is feeling down and all of a sudden you feel that way too. Ever wonder when someone told you about something of that particular person and you make your own judgement. That is contagious… spreading from person to person when in contact and easily diffused unto others.

We should think before we act and speak for our actions are like illness once said and done we cannot undo them nor take it back. We should let the truth out and not sugar coat what we want others to know or feel about us. Be true to yourself. Do not let others look bad so that you can look good. No matter how we hide the truth it will always come out and when it's out you will end up like the boy who cried wolf.

Just a friendly reminder from a friend to a friend.

As far as I could remember I have met a lot of people from different walks of life. People who went astray because they found out that they were adopted, molested, rape and had an abortion. From heiress of a multimillion company, to a bum, to a prostitute, call boy, call girl, to a feeling she/he thinks knows it call kind of people, to a backstabber and etceteras.

We make our future regardless of what we know of ourselves. We may feel devastated and feeling that the whole world is against us and we feel like we are a worthless human being but the truth is if we go the other direction we make our journey to the other side of the world. A world that our parents do not want us to go to but then again, it’s our decision to make and our parents are just there to guide to the right path, right? Easier said than done. I know. I have been to this kind of feeling, feeling that the whole world is conspiring to wreck my whole life. But when I make amends and make my peace. I found a better life and a better meaning of how things are. I open my eyes to a world beyond my wildest imagination, learn a lot of things, learn that people will walk over you if you let them and sometimes it’s ok to be an asshole and a biatch. But then again I also remember that being so nice and goodie good kind of a thing doesn’t change other peoples’ thinking of how you are and being tough but considerate makes other people understand how you look at life.

But then again we do not need to rebel to the people who have hurt us but instead we need to prove to them that we are worth something. Something that they will ought to have given to us a person and as a human being. We do not need to dwell of the past instead we need to learn from our past so that we will not make it a double mistake. We need to be tough, strong, yet kind and considerate of our surroundings. We need to move up not to prove to them that we are worthy individuals but to make them realize of what they have given up.

Life is short we need to live each day with a goal and be thankful that we are still alive and breathing and we could still make our dreams a reality. Sometimes it’s just hard to get to where we will be going. But as long we strive hard to make that dream a reality we will be able to make it work out. “Life is not how many air you breath and how many places you have visited but it’s what catches your breath and left a footprints in your hearts. For memories are made with wonderful choices and the bad ones a learning experience. Then we make our journey and may that journey be our guide to our destiny.”

Life is full of challenges and we will succumb all of it one way or another. But life is a celebration and not a curse. We should be thankful for the people whom we care and whom cared for us. We can never please everybody but we can try and while we try we should not forget to be ourselves. Being us is our signature in this world. No one can take it away from us for every individual is totally unique. Just an education is stays in your mind and no matter how old you will be you somehow remember the good old days of your life. The life you once lived and now dawning at you. But nevertheless you have enjoyed your youthful years, your adulthood and came those wonderful and exciting memories of the opposite sex.

We should live life like it’s our last and make memories that will last for a lifetime!

Lately, life has been pretty slow and so chaotic. Yet I still manage to find time to laugh about it. Life is truly indeed a mystery and full of it. No matter how you want to plan things out one way or another someone or something will get screwed up and you will end up to be blame for it. No matter how careful you will be shit happens. Well, I guess that's life, huh!! Finally, aside from me someones sees what I am trying to say and thank God he finally sees it.

—– Thankful for: —–

The people whom appreciates little things I do.

Ginataan made by my brother– John

Heart to heart conversation with a dear friend.

Being a wife, a mom, a sister, a daughter, a friend and someone you can count on.

Being happy with my family.

Having a great time with friends,family and endless playing with Joshua.

Having that feeling that everything will be O.K.

Another day and another night that I am here on earth.